Spiritual Transitions

MM

I am a 58 year old grandmother, learning, finding out what is real what is fiction,  if feelings is true or if i am nutz, where  i belong, and what I am doing. . and who is guiding or pulling me and why.

 so I be a

Newbie, trying to find her way. havent decided what road I am to be on,  kitchen, herb, sage, natural, sigh. what type of wiccan I am, but I am a kind hearted, people loving, animal loving (heck I even feed the squirrels)  I live in the woods, and hate to leave them, trying to grow a herb garden w/o much success, and tomatoes/peppers (darn bugs eating em up) but that is the way of nature. .

I am a peace lover,  and wish no harm before my new found calling/push to find why I am being pulled this direction now. . .  Maybe a ggggrand ancestor I heard about that was a witch during the Salem Witch trials is pulling me from the grave?

I have always been the kid found out of step in school, the odd ball,  and never the "right hand"  of anyone, just their "left hand"   lol

BB

this makes no sense, but I just cant fill this out right now that will.